bye2 studying abroad! *sigh*

ellow...

*sigh*
aaargh..! i'm really a bit sad now.
today, there was a post mailed here for my mom. it's from an education management that i've visited to find information about studying in Germany.
that management asked whether i wanna join their program to study abroad.
what make me really a bit sad is that my mom didn't talk about it!
i mean, well, actually my mom has already told me that she can't pay the saving money (errr... i dunno how to called it) about 110 Euro.
but she didn't tell straightly that she can't!!!
i'm just quite n don't wanna talk about it with her =(