It isn't d End

yesterday, i read Chiken Soup for the College Soul . i bought it on last Friday. i love read this book, yet this book is d first book i bought (i usually borrow these series, lol XD)

there's a story which is really like my experience. d title is "The Winner is...". the writer told that he/she always dreamed to study in his/her favorite college. yet, he/she couldn't. in d end, he/she studied in another college. however, he/she kept study hard, got good score, and worked a job he/she liked.

Evans, the writer, said on his story that he/she considered to transfer to another college which was better. yet, Evans didn't do it. he thought, if he transfered, he would leave his friends and lessons.

whoaah... i've similar experience. i mean, now i studied not in college i dreamed several times :p. actually i like my college now. i get many good friends. i don't much problem in my study (for now :p). i take computer science now. however what i want study is environmental engineering. i consider to take college admission test next year. yet, when i read "The Winner is...", i'm not really sure what i wanna do. there's no prove i'll pass d test. there's no prove i'll get friends as good as i have now. there's no prove i'll enjoy my study in new course.

study in private isn't an end to get successful future. both my older siblings studied in private college, yet they r success. see? *sigh* what should i do? continue my study here or take d admission test next year?